I would call myself more of a community whore. I don't really like to settle down with one findom; I like to send money to multiple women. I know it sounds ridiculous because every guy is competing for these women's attention, but being a pay pig made me feel special. When you pay-pig, you are, more than anything, paying for access to the woman's time. I had never had much luck with girls, but with findoms on Twitter I finally had the opportunity to speak to women out of my league. Pretty women especially intimidated me. I saw myself as a bit of a nerd, and I never saw the nerd getting the pretty girl in the movie. In a way I was attracted to that; this bratty, beautiful mean girl picking on the nerd. I never got picked on myself. I was too nice for that. But that's why it was a fantasy of mine. |
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