Monday, November 19, 2018

A Small Town Six Years After a School Shooting

 
 
The people of this tiny town have had six years to reflect on what a seventeen-year-old boy with a gun did, and how his terrible act has affected them.
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Chardon, Ohio
 
Danny Day works six or seven days a week, sometimes twelve-hour days. Warehouses and distribution centers go up around the industrial highways of northeast Ohio, and Danny's company comes in to finish the drywall. He muds the doorframes by hand, working so fast and so long with a knife and pan that at night the pain in his right forearm wakes him up. The white drywall mud disintegrates his leather work boots, so every two or three months he has to buy another pair at Walmart. When the crew sands, the drywall mud turns into dust, and the dust collects in his reddish-brown beard and at his temples, where his hair is already turning silver. He is twenty-three years old. He keeps close to his boss, who brought God into his life, and whom he's come to think of as a father. He is quite certain that, without this job, he wouldn't be here at all. Work is everything: purpose and stability and distraction. The bad thoughts don't come when he's at work.

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Some months back, Danny ran into Brandon Lichtinger, his old English teacher from Chardon High School. It had been years since they'd seen each other. Brandon gave Danny a hug and apologized. He wished he'd known back then what he understood now about loss, Brandon said. But he was a young teacher; he didn't know how to help a kid who'd survived what Danny had. It snuck up on Brandon, the emotional aftermath of what happened. For the first year, he pretended things were normal. It was only later, after his life fell apart, that he realized the trauma belonged not only to the kids but to him, too. He hadn't meant to be in Chardon six years later, living in the same house, teaching at the same school. Some families left afterward. Brandon found he couldn't move.

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Brandon was in the hall at Chardon High School when he heard it. It sounded like construction, like a nail gun. That's when he glimpsed Jen Sprinzl, the principal's secretary, standing at the end of the hall, near the cafeteria. She would come to see that moment outside the cafeteria as the one that separated her life into a before and an after. Afterward, Jen often wanted to quit her job. But her husband would say, "Well, what're you gonna do?" and she knew she had to go back to work and return to her office, where the staff would come in weeping because Jen had always been the school's mama bear. That protective instinct was why she ran out into the hall in the first place, after she heard shots and kids running. It was why she turned the corner when she did, and came face-to-face with the gun.

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